Experiment Haywire featured on Endzeit Bunkertracks 5

Hey everyone,

I’ve got limited internet access here so I figured I might as well share the good news before they kick me off the computer.

Run for shelter! Here comes the 5th [act] of what has become one of the most successful and “classic must-have” compilation concepts on the dark electronic scene! On February 26th 2010, Endzeit Bunkertracks 5 will be released as a deluxe 4CD carton box including an extended 16 page booklet for your visual pleasure. A new ultimate Endzeit experience of over 300 minutes of sonic extravaganza spread over 68 tracks on 4 discs.

Tracklisting:
Disc 1 [evil]
101. CAPTIVE SIX . noizemaker (edit) *
102. SUICIDE COMMANDO . die motherfucker die (MODULATE mix) *
103. STUDIO-X . to hell *
104. SHAOLYN . more bass in all frequencies *
105. EX.ES . orgasmofobia (edit) *
106. FREAKANGEL . god’s blind game (edit) *
107. MORDACIOUS . unknown *
108. [DE:AD:CIBEL] . one of 47 *
109. AMGOD . on the hunt (short mix) *
110. INDUSTRIEGEBIET . erniedrigung *
111. ALIEN VAMPIRES . evil will always find u *
112. SAM . bull fucking shit *
113. XPERIMENT . inside the flesh *
114. LARVA . come with me *
115. DOLLS OF PAIN . addiction (endzeit version) *
116. STAHLNEBEL vs. BLACK SELKET . sick *
117. CENTHRON . amok *

Disc 2 [torture]
201. VIRGINS O.R PIGEONS . gotta get mad *
202. ARMAGEDDON DILDOS . house of pain (FREAKANGEL mix) *
203. COMBICHRIST . all pain is gone
204. NACHTMAHR . war on the dancefloor
205. MENSCHDEFEKT . psycho bitch *
206. TERRORFREQUENZ . virus wut (endzeit version) *
207. DE_TOT_COR . mädchenliebe *
208. IVARDENSPHERE . sentient wave form *
209. EXPERIMENT HAYWIRE . mean enough hot enough (STUDIO-X mix) *
210. DIFFUZION . c.s. *
211. BEATI MORTUI . soulreaper *
212. UBERBYTE . dein himmel *
213. LEAETHER STRIP . compassion (KANT KINO mix) *
214. SIVA SIX vs. IAMBIA . 299 hits (fucking shite mix) *
215. AIBOFORCEN feat. ACYLUM . blood in your face *
216. MY LIFE WITH THE THRILL KILL KULT . death threat (BAHNTIER mix) *
217. THE LUDOVICO TECHNIQUE . this life *

Disc 3 [damage]
301. R.I.P. (ROPPONGI INC.PROJECT) . temporary evacuation 27.04.86 *
302. XYKOGEN . mthrfkr *
303. SONIC INTROVERSION . please yourself *
304. CERVELLO ELETTRONICO . player (euromix) *
305. [SITD] . rot (SAM remix) *
306. UNTER NULL . i can’t be the one (EX.ES mix) *
307. POUPPEE FABRIKK . symptom (hard cut mix) *
308. AYRIA . bad list (FREAKANGEL mix) *
309. WYNARDTAGE . mask (SLEETGROUT endzeit mix) *
310. X-FUSION . house of mirrors
311. C/A/T . live with myself (edit) *
312. ACYLUM . raise your fist (bunker edit) *
313. SCHWARZBLUT . das mandat *
314. DAS ICH. Das bunkerlied *
315. HEIMATAERDE . mutter **
316. SUONO . monster *
317. EXTIZE . hellektrostar (REAPER mix) **

Disc 4 [death]
401. MESMER’S EYES . 1747 *
402. THE CHEMICAL SWEET KID . tears of blood *
403. FORMALIN . yuppiescum *
404. FEINDFLUG . ersatzteil **
405. DUNKELWERK . croatoan (very short cut) **
406. [SYNDIKA:ZERO] . metaphor (endzeit) *
407. HAUSHETAERE . sunshine is my destroyer *
408. TRIMETRICK . black elektro *
409. NOISUF-X . white noise (bunker edit) *
410. ANTYTHESYS . suicide music *
411. NEIKKA RPM . warped (endzeit attack) *
412. KATASTROSLAVIA . completely normal *
413. PLASMODIVM . hypocrisy is under control (2.0) *
414. PSY’AVIAH . anger management (endzeit edit) *
415. GRENDEL . chemicals & circuitry (KOMOR KOMMANDO mix)
416. KANT KINO . stille! *
417. EPINEPHRIN . energie *

Congrats to all the new artists who made it on here! I look forward to connecting with more of you in the future. It’s also a pleasure to be on a compilation full of so many artists who have inspired me throughout the years. As for the haters who are also on here I also wish them the best. It’s a new year and I have no wish to engage in juvenile battles with other artists. The only thing that matters is our music.

Survival of the weirdest,
Rachel Haywire

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Body image as a feminist and my current departure from the internet

It has recently been called to my attention that my new pictures “go against everything that I stand for” and that I am now using sex appeal to sell my records. Are these people serious? My records don’t sell whether I am using “sex appeal” or not. It doesn’t matter what I look like. People don’t like buying music. People like buying clothes. People like buying houses. People like buying merchandise. Who buys music these days? Seriously. The top artists in our genre (Combichrist and anyone bigger than this excluded) work 9 to 5 jobs. The rest of us are in situations that range from being homeless to living with our parents to living in crappy apartments to finishing school in our early to late 20’s.

I remember when Emilie Autumn posted some pictures that I found to be triggering as a survivor of sexual abuse. I mentioned that I felt betrayed by her because listening to her music had always been a healing experience for me. I felt completely crushed. Yet suddenly it hit me when I went to her book reading in Chicago. She wasn’t betraying us by taking these pictures in the slightest. She was rising above her abuse. She was giving her oppressors a big fuck you. She was taking whatever pictures she wanted to. That was liberation. I confided to her in tears and she gave me a huge hug.

I am proud of my body. If anyone has felt triggered by the recent images I’ve posted I want them to know that this was not my intention. I used to do everything I could to make myself ugly to avoid sexual harassment. No longer will I be that type of person. No longer will I hide my body because that is letting the assholes win. I’m not ugly and I refuse to make myself appear that way due to the sexual oppression I have faced. I am proud of my body and you should be proud of your body too. Whether you are skinny, fat, or anything in between… our bodies are our own and we should never try to hide them.

As for my current departure from the internet my reasons are as follows. A bunch of my friends have told me that I am making things worse for myself by posting about my private life to the public. I can’t believe I told the public I was raped. This caused my enemies to start threatening to gang rape me to remind me of the initial trauma. It was an inhuman thing to do to me and sent me into a downward spiral that effected my mental health in a way that I can’t even begin to describe. Why did I tell the public I was raped? To share my story. To reach out to other survivors. Yet it was still a decision that hurt me in the end.

What I need to do right now is get better. Not post about the way people in the powernoise scene have been fucking with my life. My actual life. It goes far beyond the internet. While the public has the right to know about the way I’ve been treated by the horrible people in my own industry this is much less important than getting in better mental shape.

I am checking myself into a clinic for survivors of sexual abuse. When I am in better mental health I will return to the internet once again. Until then I wish you all a happy new year.

Love,
Rachel Haywire

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My official response to Kinetik Productions Inc

Object : Response to Kinetik Productions Inc / Jean-Francois Fortin Gadoury

It has taken me a while to get back to this due to recent changes in my life which involve a relocation and enrolling back in college.

I would like to express that the statement issued by Jean-Francois Fortin Gadoury about my alleged attacks on the Kinetik Festival are inaccurate. While I do have a personal issue with one of the bands performing I have no issue with the Kinetik Festival as a whole.

Many of my friends attend Kinetik on a yearly basis and several of my friends are performing at the festival itself. Jean-Francois Fortin Gadoury has taken my personal dispute with one of the bands performing and turned it into a dispute with the entire festival. This does not reflect my intention or desire. In no way have I done anything to slander or damage the reputation of this music festival.

After asking my distributors and collaborators to no longer work with me on any level it is clear that Jean-Francois Fortin Gadoury is the one who is interested in damaging my name and company due his alliance with the band I have a personal dispute with. This is a cruel attempt to hurt business for me and nothing more. I wish no ill intent toward the Kinetik Festival and refuse to accept these false allegations against my character.

Rachel Haywire
machineKUNT Recrods

Cc : Metropolis records, Out of Lines records, Noitekk records,
Storming the Base, Music None Stop, DSBP, Neuwerk management,
Protain management, Soman, Blank, Leaether Strip, XP8, Ambassador 21,
Feindflug, KMFDM, Kommor Komando, Autoclav 1.1, Noisex, Kiew

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